The truth

The truth is that I’m making this up as I go. The truth is that I miss everyone, look forward to everything, and ignore the present. The truth is that I need to study harder. The truth is that I drank two glasses of wine last night. The truth is that I miss waking up with someone. The truth is that I know I should be happy, and that this makes my bouts of sadness even more profound. The truth is I am afraid I can’t do this. The truth is America is boring. The truth is my eyes itch this morning. The truth is I would like to call her, but won’t. The truth is I don’t smile enough. The truth is it is seventy degrees and sunny here today. The truth is someone stole my bike last weekend. The truth is I need to crap, take a shower, and eat breakfast.

2 comments to The truth

  • kitty flippy bing bang

    I have a Nyquil-Screwdriver-Sadness hangover. It is entering it’s 30th hour.

  • The truth is that I’m plagiarizing this as I go. The truth is that I miss everyone, look forward to everything, and ignore the present. The truth is that I need to write harder [so I can get paid for it, and get more work]. The truth is that I wish I’d drunk two glasses of wine last night. The truth is that I miss waking up with someone. The truth is that I know I should be happy, and that this makes my bouts of sadness even more profound. The truth is I am afraid I can’t do this. The truth is Siem Reap is often boring. The truth is my eyes itch from constant construction/road dust. The truth is I would like to call him, but can’t afford it at $1/minute. The truth is I don’t smile enough. The truth is it is eighty degrees and sunny here today. The truth is I had my bike repaired three times last weekend.

    Thanks for some strange kind of relief, Jef, and apologies for hijacking your post.

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